the world has gone crazy!

On Wednesday I had to go tot he job centre (I won my sanction appeal yay!) and on my way in there was this group of idiots throwing stuff at people and yelling things like “scroungers”  so ye, I had eggs thrown at me… yay

and then yesterday I overheard people on the bus ranting about how their taxes go to people who are “faking” disabilities. So in a rare moment of bravery I asked them how they know people are faking, and they said something like “oh, I don’t mean the real disabled people, like those without a leg or whatever. But the people who pretend to be crazy, how easy must that be to fake? And we all know there’s no much thing as mental illness anyway, it’s just something people use to get out of prison or to avoid working”… this argument sort of went on from there as that annoyed me a little…

I wish mental illness was a lie lol, I really do… I would love to no longer have mood swings and voices yelling at me, would love to be able to trust what I think or see. That would be nice

genuinely starting to consider the idea of never going outside again lol